hi you all, i dont have anorexia or bulimia but i seem to have a food phobia. i have crohns disease and lately found if i dont eat, i wont get sick or be in really bad pain.
yesterday i had not eaten for 19 days !! and my stomach was fine i was painfree but it was so hard resisting temptation of food all around me everyday when i felt so hungry and the other stuff goes along with starving yourself like being cold all the time, cant get to sleep, no energy, moody.
yesterday i gave in and i didnt just eat, i binged ! today i am likely to binge again because i miss food so much and now i started eating i feel i dont want to stop, but i know its going to cause me to be in real bad pain aswell
most of the time im too scared to eat.