This is sick...but here goes.
From the start of my pregnancy, I got this anal fissure. I was constipated, and insisted on pushing the caca out, so it ended up tearing my butt hole. Anyways...every time I take a crap I re-tear the tear i have in my anus. nice eh??
unless i give myself laxatives steady, so that it is diaherra, my hole will tear, and it is very painful. I have gone to my doc, and he said eventually it will heal....and it has a couple times, but as soon as i have a good crap...it starts all over agian.
it happened this morning, and my hole is just throbbing right now....like a headache that won't let up.... I can't get depended upon laxitives becasue it isn't solving the problem..... aarrghhh