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Q: lost sense of fear

asked by: geekylotus on January 30th, 2008

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I was diagnosed as Type 2 bipolar some time back. It tore up my family. My wife and I have been reconciled for a year now and I am faithfully having my condition treated.

One strange thing I have noticed is that I seem to have lost my fear. I am not afraid of people and thrill rides do not affect me at all although I find them fun. I don't think they raise my heart rate. I even went on one called "The Rip Cord" which is basically a gigantic sling... something like 200 feet in the air with some vertical drop where you pull the cord yourself to start it. The operator actually looked at me funny and asked me if I had fun because I had such a blase expression. I was disappointed because I wanted to get a thrill and it just did not come.

Don't get me wrong.. I am not wreckless. I don't do things which endanger me. Actually, I am quite careful, especially when driving. I can also be startled, but it usually results in me laughing, and I don't *think* it really raises my heart rate.

Is this the meds? Is this the bipolar?

I guess I am not endangering myself, so should I be concerned?

-T-

Replies(5)

Fairy Godmother

replied on January 30th, 2008

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Could very well be the meds. I know they altered my moods. When I was on Effexor, I could not cry. I was cold hearted and had no fear. I have been off of it almost a year now, and I can be sad and cry again. I can feel sorry for someone. I did not realize how it had altered my personality until my daughter told me she wish she had her old Mom back..........I'm back. Depression does hurt, but there are different meds and you have to find the correct ones that work for you. I would think bipolar ther should be various types of meds as well. I would talk to your physican and ask them your options! Good luck! I can't ride thrill rides anymore.....they make me blow chunks!!!!!!!!!1

geekylotus

replied on January 30th, 2008

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When I say I am not afraid of people.. I mean someone can threaten me physically and I have no fear. Don't ask me how... I just manage to find myself in situations from time to time. I don't escalate the situations.

The lack of fear is liberating. I find that it means that I don't throw aggression back. I tend to stand there calmly and wait for their next move and am just ready to defend myself if I must.

I am not a small guy by any means... but still. I used to at least get the standard adrenaline fight or flight thing.

-T-

geekylotus

replied on January 30th, 2008

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Re: Hi

Fairy*Godmother wrote:

Thanks for the response. Overall, my changes have been positive. I am very patient with my son, and I have found myself expanding artistically. Initially this was not true, but with time and just working with my artistic media, the creativity returned. My closeness with my wife has gained in bounds also. Overall, I am warmer than ever... it's just fear - the shaky kind - that has gone. Logical fear... the kind that helps you make calm decisions - is still there.

-T-

Fairy Godmother

replied on January 30th, 2008

Supporter

I understand totally! I am to that point now. I am more rational and calm....I will stand there as well and say ok. I am not afraid as well. I kind of like it becaise whem I was younger, I was picked on by bullies. I'd love to see them NOW! So very happy for you and your wonderful family!~ You sound like a great husband, friend and father! God Bless you and yours! P.S. My husband alias BIG DADDY is not a small man either....... and he and I both get into "those situations" , the pnly difference is I help calm his big self down! Take care!

illectronic

replied on February 6th, 2008

New User

I just gave myself some risperdal until I see a doctor for racing thoughts. Many aypical antipsychotics like risperdal or seroquel will numb down emotion in general. It's hard for me to laugh, make a joke, and get aroused, let alone fear anything. Tell your doctor.

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