Im new here. i apologise if this is confusing (and long) but need some advice.
I have 3 children already. Boy 3 and twins almost 2.
Last August i had a medical abortion as we couldnt finacially afford another child.
I have recently found out that im pregnant again (unplanned) and my partner feels that another abortion is the way to go. W e are also due to get married soon so if i did go ahead with the pregnancy we would have to cancel the wedding etc.
Anyway, after alot of consideration i decided that i would have another abortion and im due to go for my consultation on friday (i will be about 7 weeks)
THEN..... this morning i recieved my smear test results which i had in december, and it says i need to go for a colposcopy and maybe need treatment on the cervix.
I am now really worried that having 2 abortions and then a colposcopy so close together will do damage to my cervix and future fertilty as i would like a fourth child in the future when we can finacially support another one and the other children are older.
Im so confused and scared