Hello I just might off found out that I have biopolar ,and if its true ,i might off been living with it for 7 years ,now isit to late 4 me? I allways feel like im not in reality,realy lazy ,forcing my self to do things even tho I dont wana do them,i was drinking straight for 3 years but I managed to quit,also smoked drugs but I put an end to it,i feel so isolated,never wanting 2 talk 2 people thinking they will allways judge me ,when I eat in public places I have a feeling that people are watching me and it gets really uncormftable, my question is if I have had this disease for 7 years with out getting any help , is it to late for me ?Or will it take me longer to recover ? You know how they say the faster diegnosed the better.Help!!!!