I had my first (and only!) Depo shot in March. It was the worst decision I've ever made. Not long after that, I started bleeding. It also affected my hormonal/mental patterns in the most negative way possible and I've been getting frustrated, emotional, and generally freaked out about the slightest things ever since. I thought I was going insane, but I guess it's just the worst PMS ever.
About every two or three weeks, my bleeding will start to wane a little, and I'll think, "FINALLY, it's almost over!" (WARNING- incoming graphic description.) It's been that older, darker, smellier, more clotted blood for the most part, so it makes me glad when it starts to thin out, but then it picks up again, kind of like my body is just taunting me. And then, about an hour ago, I noticed it was flowing, fresh, bright red blood, as if someone had stabbed me in the gut. It was gushing all over everything and generally just scaring the heck out of me. I had to sit in the shower, rinsing it off and waiting for it slow down before I could even move anywhere. I couldn't stop sobbing- it seemed like the whole thing was starting over without even slowing down to take a breather.
This is after I have been bleeding moderately heavily for FIVE MONTHS STRAIGHT.
The Depo should have worn off three months ago, but the side effects are still going strong. What in the heck am I going to do?