Warning: I just have to get this out of my head, Expect plenty of rambling.

Ok let's start off the weekend yay!!! No, Not yay.

Friday, i felt really really really sick the whole night, never got sick though.
but i sat in the bathroom for about 20 minutes just incase till i felt a little better.
then the next morning i wake up and was hungry so i ate some breakfast and about an hour later, i felt sick again.
so now i came to the conclusion i should try not to eat (stupid idea!)
but later that day my mom convinced me to eat some food, i regret that cause i felt sick again.
woohoo now today, Woke up. Felt like crap. Cause i went to bed at 4 am and woke up at noon. now i ate breakfast again, And what do ya know. My friend nausea comes and kicks me in the rear end =[
ive felt sick all day, felt like i was dying, just losing grip on controling my body. and of course i sat in the bathroom thinking about puking.
right now i feel terrible like im gonna be sick. i think i might, but i dont know. all i ate today was cheetos and had a few ginger ales. =\
i broke down today and balled my eyes out too, for some apparent reason.
mainly cause i just want my life back, the way it was when i didnt have to worry.