I'm a bit confused as to what is wrong with me. It's happened all my life, but it's posing a problem now that i'm beginning to spend more and more of my time alone rather than in my parents' house.
I can't fall asleep unless someone else is in the house. And not just anyone, someone that I trust completely. I could be dead tired, there was even one instance where I hadn't slept in 2 days, but since I was alone in the house I couldn't fall asleep no matter how much I told myself that it was safe.
Now, if this were the only problem, I would just make sure someone else were in the house. But I can't fall asleep when certain things aren't done, either. Not necessarily important things... But random things like locking both locks on the door even though it doesn't make a difference, or making sure that everyone who is supposed to arrive at my house is inside and settled. During the day these things don't seem very important to me, but at night they take over my thoughts.
Is this some sort of anxiety disorder...? Can it be treated? It doesn't exactly fit into any of the sleep disorder categories.
Will I ever be able to sleep without worrying?
~ tired