That was just WRONG!!!!!!

i couldnt think of what else to title it lol

~alicia~

OMG my heart jumpedlol.

haha alicia
i was like "OHMYGOD SHES PREGNANT (page loading) OHMYGOSH ANOTHER VAL..."

dammit alicia! i got really excited!

Jacob brought me the test and I didn't tell him, he saw the tears in my eyes and knew. I told my best friend "There was two lines."

and I didn't tell anyone else... it leaked out at school because Jacob's ex (who was/is still in love with him) saw him get the test and told everyone, and my mom was snooping through my diary and found out before I could get up the guts to tell her.

I know it doesn't count. But I'll share anyways.

I did a have scare when I was younger (14) and my mom actually asked me. I had been trying to figure out how I was going to tell her (in my 14 year old mind that was the only reason to miss a period) And we were at dinner one night and she just busted out with "Are you pregnant?" I cried and told her that I didn't know. She handled it wonderful. But I still don't know how I would have told her had she not asked.

When I told the guy that I was late...he split. I still harbor hard feelings toward him and remind him constantly. Lol. Even though he has appologized a gazillion times.

But it defintely taught me a lesson. I didn't have sex again until I was engaged to my now dh.

with macy i was sittin on a swing at a bar/pub lol it was our hang out and i was a few weeks late, steven said something about kids and i was like ya i think your having one.

With liam we had gone to walmart to buy test but he didnt realize i was taking it already n i came out and said "so what ya wanna name this one?"

took a test in the bathroom at our hotel with Roan, dont think i even said ne thing

well. travis actually BOUGHT the test. he went into walgreens got it and came out. it was the kind that had 2 in the box. we waited til everyone was alseep then we went into the bathroom and tested. the sign showed basically after 5.2 seconds. i looked at it and he said "what does it say" and i said "im pregnant" he took it and looked at it and went "NUH UH!!" and told me to use the other one too. so i did. and it was positive also
then he sat on the toilet seat and i sat on the floor and we just sat
for about 10 minutes. and didnt say anything. and then he said

"so we're pregnant?"

and we talked all night

aw i can just see his face o n the were pregnant question cracks me up, like do you have to carry the baby for 4 1/2 mos? cuz im pretty sure im the pregnant one who has to suffer

lol 4 1/2 months


yeah it was cute
oh and at 37 weeks he asked "isnt there like some way we can just go to the hospital and like...get it out?"

lmao were you driving him crazy?

Well, with me. My ex lived here so, he knew when I started and blah blah. He had gotten worried 'cuz I said something like "hmm i don't have any cramps yet. COOL" I ALWAYS get cramps like 2-3 days before. He was like when do you start? I answered with the 25th of May.. He said well, you go to get on the pill the 22nd everything will be ok. Well, I had GAINED 10 lbs in THREE weeks. So when I went to planned parenthood and I had mentioned that she asked if I needed a test done, I said NO I'M NOT PREGNANT!!! That was the first thing to scare me about it. I worried for the next three days about it without telling my ex. The 25th came and went and I hadn't started. Devon (ex bf) asked if i'd started. I couldn't even look at him when I told him no... Well, we went shopping (him, mom and myself) the next day and mom had asked if devon and i had had sex and I told her NO, Devon right then told her yes. she then asked if i'd started I had told her yes...When we got home her and Devon were out back talking and they called me outside and devon had told her I was like 2 days late. She said I THINK you are but I bet the first test will come up neg. No matter what you decide IF you are, i'll support you. If you don't start by your birthday (june 5th) we'll go get a test. Well that week came and went and eventually we went and go a test. I went into the bathroom and read the directions and did what it said. It was supposed to take 3 mins. Well, we got to the van and waited. After the 3 mins nothing was showing up and Devon started yelling at me that I should have taken the damn thing right and blah blah.. I was balling at this point 'cuz I knew that I was... but a min later it came up neg.... Well, later that day my friend and I went to the store and we got another test... a different brand I came home read what to do, took it and as SOON as i peed on it up popped a pos. I couldn't find devon so I called him and told him to come upstairs to our room. I showed him the test and he started to cry.. He went and got mom and told her. We all went and talked about everything in the basement for a while. Mom came upstairs and him and I talked more. He called his dad and told him and the 3 of us talked about abortion.. which i had agreed to do because I was scared but chickened out...
Well it eventually came down to this... He said "get rid of it or i'm leaving and want NOTHING to do with you or that baby".. He continued to live here for 5-6 months. He is slowly changing his mind realizing he's going to be a dad...
Half my family didn't even find out until I was 7 months pregnant but they all took it well...

I had a pretty emotional ride while I was with Devon

Oh! and he STILL wanted sex tho' he didn't wanna be with me

well shawn and i had a test in his dresser from a previous scare (we bought a box of three on sale) i was thought i was sposta get my period like 2 days after my bday but it wasnt there so i jokingly said maybe im preggy and he said nah, then i said hey, i'll test just for fun" well... i went to the bathroom, put the test in my hoody pocket so his sis wouldnt see when i was waling to his room. then when i enterd the room i snuggled up to him, and i took the test out, i didnt wanna look at it he saw it before me thn when i saw it i started to cry so he comferded me by saying "it'll be ok, dont worry hunny, i'm not going anywhere" which made me cry even harder.. and because i dont like people seeing me cry i dug my head into his armpit lol.

for my mom, shawn and i met her at DQ, on the way there i told shawn we are telling her now because i can't keep secrets, and she needs to know eventually anyways. so we were sitting eatting sundays and when she finnaly shut up for a second i said "so your gonna be a grandma" then she was like "what, no, really? no?" and i told her we saw a doc the other day, i skipped school to see a walk in guy and they comfirmed it. she was holding the coffee news paper and ripped it to shreds she was so nervous.. she then threatend shawn "if you hurt her, leave her, i'll hunt you down! dont think i wont" haha

i lived with my dad so i was scared to tell him so i gave him a note and spent the night at my best friends house, who found out the day i did, after shawn and i talked i went on msn and said "Lisa, im PREGNANT!" she thought i was kidding at first. then she threatend to kill shawn if he hurt me.. lol