Ok. . Ive been goin out alot lately.. My friends always try to drag me out.. But when I go to parties and such.. I feel very out of place and alot of the time feel like leaving. . I feel weird bein the 'pregnant girl' at the party.. And I guess I feel left out. . Its not like I can drink or anything and most everyone is drunk. .Even tho u dont have to drink to have fun,i feel weird bein the only sober one there.. Plus, its not like im there to meet guys,. .Not too many guys at parties are lookin for a preg girl. (not to be mean). . Believe it or not tho, I do still get hit on, surprisingly...I got hit on tonite by 2 guys.. Lol then I found out one of them was married..Nice guy, he asked me out and joking around im like "r u married?".. Then hes like "of course not!" then I asked someone about him and they said hes been married 2 yrs.,,but yeah anyhow.. But even if I do still get hit on, and even if I didnt, I still feel out of place.. And most the time feel upset or something and I want to leave. But I dont wanna turn into a bore and become a little hermit or something lol! Is this bad or just a normal thing?. . I think I just kinda miss bein able to go out, have fun, nothin to worry about. And now I have to (and choose to tho) think about the baby all the time, and I feel like im missing out on still bein young and a teenager. .But I guess that will go away because my baby is more important.... Thanks for listening.. Kinda rambled..