I just have so many problems, I don't know
how to deal with it all.
I have polycystic ovary syndrome and
because of that I have too much body hair,
I lose a lot of the hair on my scalp,
thank god I have thick hair or I'd be
bald. When I remove the body hair, it
grows back so fast and I get ingrown
hairs, no matter what I try. I'm not over
weight but my stomach has stubborn fat
because of it that just won't go away and
I have cellulite that won't go away
either.
I have scoliosis. And that has to be
complicated also, my spine is twisted as
well as curved. My right shoulder stick
out at the side and backwards. Because of
this, I have an indent in my ribs and my
right breast is smaller than the right
one. I have to wear an insert. I want to
get surgery but my mom changed her mind
about that. She used to be for it, now
she's not. And furthermore, I'm seriously
afraid of surgery.
Then I have other physical problems. And
on top of it all, I have mental problems,
I'm bi-polar (or atleast the doctor said
that I display signs of it but my not
actually be bi-polar (whatever the heck
that means)), I have A.D.D. and may have
learning disabilities, serious depression,
I've had so many abuses in my life, I
don't even want to mention them.
I'm just overwhelmed. There are too many
problems for me to deal with. I get so
tired. I just give up. There's no way to
win.
I've been to so many doctors and
therapists, I've been on many different
medications, currently I take 8 different
kinds of medications.
