I just have so many problems, I don't know how to deal with it all.

I have polycystic ovary syndrome and because of that I have too much body hair, I lose a lot of the hair on my scalp, thank god I have thick hair or I'd be bald. When I remove the body hair, it grows back so fast and I get ingrown hairs, no matter what I try. I'm not over weight but my stomach has stubborn fat because of it that just won't go away and I have cellulite that won't go away either.

I have scoliosis. And that has to be complicated also, my spine is twisted as well as curved. My right shoulder stick out at the side and backwards. Because of this, I have an indent in my ribs and my right breast is smaller than the right one. I have to wear an insert. I want to get surgery but my mom changed her mind about that. She used to be for it, now she's not. And furthermore, I'm seriously afraid of surgery.

Then I have other physical problems. And on top of it all, I have mental problems, I'm bi-polar (or atleast the doctor said that I display signs of it but my not actually be bi-polar (whatever the heck that means)), I have A.D.D. and may have learning disabilities, serious depression, I've had so many abuses in my life, I don't even want to mention them.

I'm just overwhelmed. There are too many problems for me to deal with. I get so tired. I just give up. There's no way to win.

I've been to so many doctors and therapists, I've been on many different medications, currently I take 8 different kinds of medications.

I'm so tired of life.