I have a twin, and it seems my mom is either constintly trying to find the littlest thing wrong to kick him out, or trying to find some reasion to kick me out! Since i was 16 my mom has been so mean. for 7 months straight i was in a very deep depression, and constantly thought of suicide ( up until i was 18, im 19 now and dont get that depressed) I was afraid to do anything in my house that might be seen by my mom as a reasion to kick me out. for 2 years i wasnt aloud to leave the house except to go to school, when went to the store i had to have someone with me, i wasnt aloud to hang out, couldnt watch tv, play on the computer, or any game system, got intruble if i read couldnt talk on the phone i was so depressed. We go through a couple months here and there were my mom and i get along, but now im back around to her trying to find a reasion to kick me out again.
Heres what happend today, my mom is a clean freak, so we clean alot. We have this huge heavy glass table that has really thin legs so its easy to vaccume under, well every week she makes me move the table to the other side of the room to vaccume where it is. Well this morning i was thinking about it and decided it didnt make sence to me to move it every week, so i asked her why we move it every week. She lost it! totaly started yelling at me, calling me lazy and got super pissed! I tould her im sorry i didnt mean to make you mad, i was just woundering. I didnt have an additued when i spoke to her, and tryed to sound friendly, i was totaly shocked she was yelling at me! I cook, i clean, im going to college and i work, im deffntly not lazy.
So every little thing i did she started yelling at me for, last time she did this i was in tears and she was threating to throuw me out. i cant afford to get thouwn out, i spent all of my money paying for school and books, i dont even have a dime, so i cant afford to live on my own. So i decided to let her cool off and went over to Aj's for the day, i came home after school and my bro was telling me how my dad is really mad at me and saying that he's gunna have a "talk" with me, idk what my mom tould him, but all i did was ask y we move the table every week..
I really dont know what to do. Do you think she is over reacting, or did i do soemthing wrong and just dont realize its wrong. Im starting to get really depressed again, and i cant be like that and still put all my effort in school.
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