He wont have sex with me. I am getting very frustrated and it just hurts and it makes me feel very very insecure. Every night he will go into his bathroom and masterbate to a forum magazine, I threw all his video porn out and he got a mag. So..what am I supposed to do?He doesn't kiss me when he leaves for work, he doesn't kiss me @ all. He never has acted this way before. He doesn't come home when he's suppoed to, he says he's hanging out with his friend ( a 50 year old man). Working on his boat. We have had a break up, and he has left me before. He left me a few days before Christmas. I am just wondering if there is another girl or if he would rather masterbate than have the real thing. We used to do it every night or at least every other night. Now, I can't even get an "I love you" outta him. I am just so worried and disgusted. I cry every night. He is a rediculous exuse for a man. I serve him his food, I wash his laundry, I do it all in our relationship. I am just depressed and I can't seem to want to be with someone if they do not express their feelings to me, Sexually or emotionally. I am tired of all the crap he feeds me. I haven't asked him for sex, because I am not that type. I read some where, If they turn you down for sex, it's time to find a new boyfriend.