Hi my name is Andrew, i am 22 male
I cannot believe how many people have experienced basically the exact same thing as me. I was so happy when I found this page , it help me reassure myself that everything is fine.
Some of you put it into better words than I ever have. Such as my nervous system constantly being on high alert. I'll feel little pain or cramp, and focus my mind so much on it that it stands out more. Most likely why they always seems to 'worsen' , and change into other symptoms ...especially the ones were fearing. For me I always feared sumthing was wrong with my 'heart' , I thought it was beating to hard, or too slow or too fast, etc.... Then it would actually start to beat faster or skip beats and I'd throw myself into a panic attack to the point I was scared for my life... It eas a horrible way to live each day, and especially everynight. I especially had trouble sleeping, and even developed symptoms of 'sleep apnea'..focusing on my heartbeat right until the point i was about to fall asleep, and then suddenly jolt awake as if i had stopped breathing. I beleive it was me literally losing control of my mind. Always I noticed when I had nothing else to focus on it was much , much worse.
One day i even went to the ER . The second the doctor spoke with me and explain all my test result, I felt completely better.My resting heart rate was even especially healthy, the doctor told me my heart is more healthy than the average adult male...my resting heart rate was between 53-55 bpm.Day to day i still have to convince myself that I am perfectly fine. Still I feel like i am constantly aware of my heartbeat, and it bothers me . I try to ignore or I find rigorous excercise helps exaust me to the point I am too tired to worry .
I am not so worried about it on average but as some of you have also said, it seems to go in phases. Ill be relatively okay for a few months , and then fall into the cycle of worry and panic. Trouble sleeping returns and wierd symptoms like 'chest pain' or shortness of breathe...increased heart rate. But all in all i find once i take control (mind over matter ) , everything is okay. ESPECIALLY after reading about so many people who experience the same thing as me. I felt very relieved and like part of a unique family almost
Also not to sound corny but the things that help me most are excercise, especially late at night when its very dark (who knows why), Drinking large amounts of organic looseleaf green tea, and watching a movie i really get into or reading a book or a forum full of friends who share my experiences
may we all find relief and happyness in our lives