I'm in a pretty bad place right now. I have no good friends. I'm living with my parents at the moment because I haven't got a choice. I won't go into details but I don't get along with them well. We're on very separate levels and I can't converse with them and talk to them about my problems because they just don't get it. It's extremely frustrating. The more I try, the more upset I get because it keeps reminding me how unintelligent they are.. especially my mum.

The only real person I have is my older brother but as of recently he's done some pretty disrespectful sh*t towards me and he knows it, but apparently family is "unbreakable" so he thinks to himself "he'll be fine". He's a lot like my dad.... I hate it.

So now I'm pretty much by myself with no one to talk to and no one who really understands. I hate talking about this stuff, I prefer to keep it in but I don't know what to do. I feel like I'm digging my own grave but I can't do anything about it. And no one seems to know how I feel. I've told my brother how I feel but he has the same sort of feelings about himself but it doesn't stop him to completely disrespect me for a tad of happiness. It's shameful. I know that sounds vague but I don't wanna go into details.

I guess I just wanted to post this if anyone else feels the same way.