i have genital herpes
i contracted it when i was 16 with a guy i had been with for almost a year
we didnt have sex for a while when we met
but when we did i immediately knew something was wrong with me
i had an outbreak and never had i had any other std's
so i didnt now what was going on with m body
i went and got a blood test and everything came back negative except that
everyday, i am perky and happy
but deeply hurting to know i have this disease
my boyfriend knows and said he still wanted to be with me
i dont take any medications because a friend of mine takes medication for her outbreaks
and she told me they started to come more frequently
ive read up on the disease
im quite healthy actually and im trying to look at being happy i dont have aids and im in a monogomous relationship
i still think would i be happier if i didnt have it
sometimes i wish i could trade places with someone that doesnt have it, even if they are going through a rough life...im starting to forget about the disease because the more i think about it the more i get depressed
this is my first time coming out with it...its time to face reality...im 18 in college and working...im happy as long as i dont think abou it
ive seen the pictures and im thankful my genitals dont look like that
i should be thankful that im still walking talking and breathing
i love my life and thank you for your time to hear my story