Ah Hokie,
You and I are in the same shoes. However, I'm at the age were it tends to kick in, and I've yet to be tested. I choose not to. Believe you have to make your own choice, but if it's disturbing your sleep, that's not healthy. What will you do if you find your are positive? I struggled for many years with this, and frankly, it really didn't matter either way except for medical coverage. Thus, the only thing you can do is prepare finacially for your future. AS far as medical, what you don;t know doesn't hurt you, but what they know you know does. Have you considered anonymous test? I'm sure it is possible,
Good luck, and let us know if you do test. Please, share your thoughts.
Kindly,
Terri