i have it right now

i just started on welbutrin so we will see how it goes. it hit me about 2-3 weeks ago like a bus. and i literally started haveing panic attacks so nbad i couldnt breathe. i was mad and sad all the time.
for the past 2 days ive been ok
the only thing is i cant eat, and im getting hot flashes. ia ssume thats a side effect of the meds.
i really DIDNT want to be on medication but i had to
for me
for my daughter and for my boyfriend who has been probably the biggest support and help ever.

PPD is a hard thing to go through. i never thought it would ever happen wiith me. but it just opped out of nowehere. and its killing me. i hoe the meds start to kick in soon but the dr said 2-3 weeks
if youd like ill update in a few weeks when it does start to work and let you know how i goes


-suzy

oh and also another thing i knowticed with the PPD
it made me the angriest most iritated B(&*% on the block. i snapped at everything.

welbutrin made me that way years ago when trying to quit smoking Suzy. I through them down the bowl. Make me a mad woman. A real witch.

Hi, my experience with Post-partum Depression is you have to admit that you have it. I hid my for 5 yrs because I thought everyone would think I was a bad mother. I ended up becoming bulimic and suicidal. I was a mess. I could write a book about my life. I hid so much from my husband and family. If it is not dealt with, chances are you will die or lead a very lonely life. It is very hard on the person dealing with the depression, but also extremly hard on the rest of the family. I got help through counceling and Zoloft.