so since like a month ive been cutting myself with knives on my upper leg
like i dont feel better when i do it, it doesnt help me cope with my emotions or problems, and im not the kinda perosn who likes cutting just cus they like cuttting, i just do it cus i hate myself and if im not alowed to kill myslef i do the next best thing
but anyways, i started cutting my upper leg cus i thought that was the most discreet place, but just now i thought about how i just got a girl, and what happens when she takes off my pants and sees all those bloody cuts and scars...
like i guess i screwed myself over, cus if she sees those cuts shes probly gonna up and leave and never want to talk to me again... so yah, damn im screwed...damn