I did some research and it said that Paraphilia is actually quite common! The only Paraphiliacs which are considered abnormal are those where the individual acts upon their urges (e.g. pedophiles and rapists etc...)e.g those who are a threat to society or those who fantasize about the Prepubescent(even if the individual isn't a threat,it's still uncommon).
The info i gathered looks like i have the harmless and more common side to unusual fetishes/Paraphilia.
I seem to be getting better as well over the past 2 days