I have two children from a previous relationship my husband also has two. He keeps telling me he wants me to have his baby. I think he just wants to over populate the world. I didn't want to have anymore kids mostly because i'm scared. Both my pregnancys were c-sections. I just know my doc will tell me to have another one. The problem is i'm deathly afraid of needle and a c-section requires and epidural. Very large needle in my back. With my last child I twitched during the epidural and a sharp pain shot through my back. I freaked out I was in so much pain they had to insert more drugs into my iv in my arm just to get me to calm down. Nothing was said about it afterward. I didn't think about it. But now I have severe back pain that I believe is cause by it I can't sit for long periods of time, I can't bend over more than a couple times in a row without it hurting and once it starts it doesn't go away. I went to the doctor and she prescribed me antiinflammatorys and muscle relaxers. Neither of which helped. I told her this she said keep taking them it will help. I asked her to refer me to a specialist she wouldn't she kept telling me your only 20 there is no reason for you to have back pain. I just switched doctors and need to make an appt. But bottom line is I would love to have his child but i'm scared to death of having an epidural again. I mean I can't even touch the spot on my bach without it sending pain up my spine. Does any one have an idea of what I should do.