depressed after bad relationships Posted: 01-04-08 08:57am
This occured abt few months ago, when i
had this huge crush on a friend .. who i
knew for quite sometime.. he was a playboy
( i should hv cautioned myself with this
fact!). And then there was this mutual
attraction between us, which led us to
being indulged in casual sex, (in all 3
times & with hour long telephonic
conversations.) In a few months time he
was seeing some body else..Obviously i was
shattered ( i was in love with him!).. it
was really unacceptable for me to see him
with somebody else and he walk out of my
life this way...
At about the same time i was getting
intimate with another friend
(an old acquintaince , also he lived in a
different country than i) i obviously was
vulnerable and could express myself well
to him n mostly trusted him. We happened
to meet once, and we were indulged in
casual sex again.. this time i was
consciously involved and was looking
foward to build a healthy relationship...
As harsh as things could get... a trivial
matter led us cutting off from each other
.. I still love him.. but he doesnt
respect me.. He is married to somebody
else now...
I am helping myself get over the
situation. Unable to am sulking to
depression.. Once i used t be popular babe
among friends.. now i dont wish to meet
any one.. My mind or heart doesnt stay at
wrk...
I am unable to date new men or accept them
now.. I dont trust any one.. I blame
myself for all this.. I feel my self
completely out of place to be amongst
couple who are in love ... or to hear
friends .. who have stories to tell about
theirs partners
Really messed up.... shoud i be seeking a
psychiatrists help?
|
marvel
Supporter
Joined: 09 Sep 2007 Posts: 1099 Location: Toronto, Ontario (but only a private message away)
Thanks: 50
Thanked:8
Posted: 01-04-08 16:49pm
If you think that seeing someone is
necessary for your mental health, I would
highly recommend it.
It's never to late to reform yourself and
start all over. Maybe that's what you
need... a fresh start. Talking to someone
about this would definitely help!
am sulking to
depression.. Once i used t be popular babe
among friends.. now i dont wish to meet
any one.. My mind or heart doesnt stay at
wrk...
