First of all, I want to apologize to all
of you for having to make another post
like this. I made a thread a few weeks
ago, and you're advice helped, but the
depression came back again.
I don't really know where to start. I
can't put into words why I feel the way I
do. So I'm just going to spill it out.
I left town for the holidays to go visit
my dad in Florida for two weeks and to get
my mind off of all this crap. While I was
there I did not have one depressing/ sad
though. When I got back last night,
everything just fell apart. My friend
picked me up at the airport, and of course
we had to go pick up his girlfriend too. I
wonder sometimes if my friends do stuff
like that just so they can rub it in my
face. They drop me off at home (my mom and
step dad left for a few weeks to go visit
my grandparents) so I'm there alone, thats
when it really hit me. This is what I have
to look forward to when I get my own place
in a few months...coming home to nothing
and no one all the time. It was the
saddest and most depressed I have ever
felt in my life. I really missed being in
Florida too. I tried to cry but I
couldn't. I ended up lying in bed and
thats were I've been ever since I got
back.
I know I have said this before, but I feel
left out. Everyone has a girlfriend. We
still have get together's, but everyone
brings their gf or bf with them and they
never talk to me.. just to each other.
Every girl that I have an interest in has
a boyfriend or has kids and is married. I
don't even want to see my friends anymore.
They just piss me off because they all
have someone else. I can't relate to that
or pretty much anything they do because it
always involves their significant other.
I've always gotten along better with
single people, but as I have said before,
you can't find anyone that is single. I
don't know if I should make new friends or
just try as hard as I can to get along
with the ones I have now.
I didn't have any suicidal thoughts until
tonight. I was planning on going to see
one of my favorite bands play in a few
days, and come to find out it's sold out.
I feel pretty awful now, but not
suicidal..
On top of that, some psycho went through
my luggage on the way back from Florida
and stole all of my pants
So I don't have anything to wear now. It
sounds funny, but it made me even more
depressed..
Sorry for rambling on... thanks for
reading..
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narpati
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 28 Dec 2007 Posts: 5
Posted: 01-04-08 06:28am
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nameless720
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Dec 2007 Posts: 8 Location: ,
Posted: 01-06-08 23:07pm
thanks for the reply.
I used to take medication before, but it
had no effect on my depression whatsoever,
all it did was make me more talkative, and
eventually began to effect my grades in
school. I also used to take medication for
my a.d.d. and it would have the exact
opposite effects, and in some cases, cause
depression. So I quit taking medication
all together.
I would be willing to try another
medication, but I'm not impressed the side
effects that I have experienced in the
past.
I hate taking pills to help me with
anything, I prefer to cope with life the
natural way, and by myself. It may not
seem like such a big deal to you guys, but
to me, I feel a sense of weakness when I
need help from a pill to overcome a
hardship in my own life. But I have come
to a realization that I can't do it by
myself anymore. Is there something that I
could take to just help me in the worst
cases? Like a pain pill or something..
except for depression? Or will it be like
a "take it everyday for the rest of my
life" kind of pill? It's not like I'm not
depressed all the time. It comes and goes.
I would not need it all the time..
What should I do guys? What would you
suggest?
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young Girl
Especially EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Jun 2007 Posts: 13932 Location: everythings better in, texas USA
Posted: 01-06-08 23:12pm
hey oh GOD thank goodness someone is here
to talk to
im a completel mess
i guess the welbutrin is kicking in and
already its kicking my butt
im sorry someone stole all of your pants?
lol i couldnt help but laugh at that one.
who does that?!
what kind of med were you on before?
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nameless720
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 01 Dec 2007 Posts: 8 Location: ,
Posted: 01-07-08 16:56pm
i was on fluoxetine before. A little blue
and white capsule..
