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coonfuusedkidd
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Beginning Hallucinations
Posted: 01-03-08 20:28pm
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lately ive been hearing my name being
whispered to me in an echoey type of voice
usually its when im walking alone or
sitting or laying alone also sometimes ill
see like misty skull-like face if i close
my eyes or look at something with light
shining on it. And when im trying to fall
asleep i can see tons of misty skull-like
face on the walls anywhere it's dark. I
dont think i have any delusions but i do
have a pretty big imagination and like to
make up little fanttasies about me saving
the world somehow and when something might
happen i may sometimes think of this is
how it begins even though i know its
impossible i just like to have my little
fantasies i try to make comics about some
of them but i cant draw but anyway thats a
different story, i also may have some
feeling of depersonalization it was worse
before so it seems it went away and i have
kinda panic attacks some nights. Also i
have kind depressed at times feeling abit
hollow and hopeless. SO anyone got any
ideas im 14 years old.
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Sinc17
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Posted: 01-04-08 07:50am
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I have never heard voices, but i do had
delusion
Its no problem with having fantasies,but
dont go to far with it
Maybe this sounds akward, but if u have
delusions again
Like the skulls, go look at it close. Dont
be scared of it.
With me it helped, they just disseapeard
when u really go look for it.
I know its different for all persons, so
if u dont feel alright about this dont do
it
Sincerly,
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coonfuusedkidd
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Posted: 01-04-08 10:32am
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yea they go away pretty face as soon as i
get close but im sared this might all get
worse at night it gets pretty bad
sometimes its hard to close my eyes
because these faces always just pop up and
sometimes there not always misty they look
very real sometimes but they only pop up
for a split second and this only happens
during the night unlike the misty skulls
which i sometimes see during the day.
However all of these symptoms even my
depersonality go away if im busy or
talking with someone even if im playing
with a dog it goes away but most of the
time im alone and it gets pretty scary the
longer i am alone.
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Sinc17
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Posted: 01-04-08 14:22pm
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I think your now in a psychos, giving your
tips now is verry difficult
Because everyone epercience this mentall
illness in different ways, and react
different
i try to give u may experience, how I try
to prevent a psychos
First time i had been in a psychos, I was
scared and i had no idea what the hell was
happening with me. Same like u explain to
me now
The best for me was just to lay back, and
let the psychos run. Dont think the whole
time let me out of here let me out here,
with my experience it maked it a whole
longer. I dont wanna freak u off but my
first psychos was months, and i got more
long psychos periods after that
After a while u find out how to prevent
this, How u feel when a psycho while pop
up etc etc. I cant disscribe how it feels,
but when i feel its coming i pray to god.
and just sit back.
But this could be different for u, because
every person experience a psychos
different + some maybe doesn't even feel
when a psychos while turn up.
Dont be to focused about my words, i have
no idea if this would help u. This is just
a way how i helped me. when your at a
psychos just think alot, about this
illnes, u while found a way out of this
sincerly, - me -
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coonfuusedkidd
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Posted: 01-04-08 23:47pm
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so you dont think im developing schizo?
well thats a relief but this started in
the beginning of october do you think it
will continue on for much longer?
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coonfuusedkidd
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Posted: 01-05-08 01:26am
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someone please help me oh my god im so
scared right now please somebody reply i
was just laying down in my bed just now
and the same things happened as always my
thoughts were racing i started seeing the
skulls around my room but it got worse i
heard laughing i thought it was coming
form outside but i wasnt it started to get
echoey and once i stood up it went away im
so scared im shaking i cant go back to bed
please tell me is this schizo? I dont have
any delusions or have strange talking
patterns so its not going to get worse
right?? im shaking so much right now im
only 14 if i try to talk to my mom she'd
think i was on drugs or something shes not
an understanding person so please someone
help me
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coonfuusedkidd
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Posted: 01-05-08 01:39am
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please someone just reply my name is being
screamed now even when im not lying down
whats wrong with me? why wont they go
away!11
well ive stopped hearing my name called
for now but im pretty sure they'll start
up again once i try to go back to sleep
but i just remembered my brother made me
smell some of his weed just a few hours
ago it wasnt lit or anything but could
this be the cause if it is then im going
to kill him
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coonfuusedkidd
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Posted: 01-05-08 03:46am
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i cant sleep at all now everytime i try i
hear people whispering my name i hate this
please someone give me something im only
14 what could be causing all these noices
im hearings
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Sinc17
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Posted: 01-05-08 07:06am
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14 is a to young age to have schizo
Only to sniff weed dont make u high,
Btw sounds weed is a regular thing in ur
house
a question Does ur parents smoke ?
Maybe do more self research, 14 is a to
young age to have schizo
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coonfuusedkidd
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Posted: 01-05-08 10:32am
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ok so i finally managed to make myself
fall asleep but im scared it might happen
next time i go to bed. Are you sure i cant
develop schizo at this age of heard that
even kids can get it even though its very
rare. It feels like ve got a headache
right now and every few minutes or so i
hear my name being whispered. Can this be
psychosis if so whats the difference
between psychosis and schizo?
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Sinc17
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Posted: 01-05-08 13:52pm
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A psychos are fases in schizo, try to look
up schizophrenia in wikipedia
I could explain, but its hard for me, my
english isn't the best
14 is a to young age to develop this
illnes, But your symtomps says different
But I remember some article i readed
somewere
Did your parents smoked while being
pregenant with u ?
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coonfuusedkidd
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Posted: 01-05-08 14:18pm
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no idea.... however i was suppose to be a
twin but my mom had a miscarriage with my
twin i think cause she didnt eat enough or
something? SO you really think i might be
developing schizo? oh and another thing im
not sure if i said it before but i smoked
weed once in my life and i felt really
horrible the next month one day i woke up
and felt really different like i was in
another world. that night i tried going to
sleep i felt the same as i had when i was
high except it wasnt nearly as bad
sometimes when at night if its real bad i
get the feeling , its like i stand up and
everything feels as if its going in slow
motion i only get it for a few seconds now
but the first time it happen at night it
wouldnt stop as i walked but now when i
get it it only last a few seconds.
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Philo
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Posted: 01-05-08 17:27pm
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You should tell your parents, even if
they're not understanding, and/or your
school councelor, so that you can get into
contact with a doctor.
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coonfuusedkidd
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Posted: 01-05-08 19:12pm
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I'm a bit worried though...... I was with
my friends today and when im around them i
dont hear any voices and i make sense
because they always laugh at my jokes are
you sure this is schizo? wouldnt i be less
social around people? I did have some
feeling of dp but i still was normal i
really dont want to be schizo
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Philo
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Posted: 01-05-08 23:28pm
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You really think someone online is going
to tell you exactly if you're
schizophrenic?
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Georgia59
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Posted: 01-07-08 15:58pm
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Philo is right - the only way you can get
an accurate diagnosis is by a doctor.
But listen- regardless of if you have
schizophrenia or not, something is wrong.
And you need help. Hiding from the doctor
will not make it better.
Something is wrong, and if you go to a
doctor, you can get better.
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woops
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Posted: 01-11-08 18:51pm
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See, here is what is happening, there is a
chemical in your brain that isn't doing
what it should, so naturally you see skull
faces on the walls and here echoey voices,
that makes sense doesn't it?
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coonfuusedkidd
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Posted: 01-11-08 20:43pm
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well i told my mom about it and she seems
pretty freaked...... She made an
appointment for the doctor for Tuesday
She's been asking me about it throughout
the day today i have a hard time answering
some of her questions .
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Georgia59
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Posted: 01-14-08 11:53am
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I'm glad your mom is on top of this!
Hopefully, the doctor will be able to help
you feel normal again.
Be honest with her, be honest with the
doctor. The more you can tell them, the
better they can help you.
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coonfuusedkidd
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Posted: 01-16-08 18:32pm
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Well i went to the doctor today, I couldnt
explain to him how i was feeling as well
as i wanted to to but he referred me to a
psychologist
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