I have been with one particular man for most of my life. I've dated him for 4 years. About a year ago he moved away so we have a long distance relationship. But for a the past few months he has been treating me horribly. He tells me he doesnt care if I die, he calls me a bunch of names, tells me he doesnt care about me, I dont deserve anything. And if something is wrong or if something bad happens to me, I tell him and he has no reaction to it. He says okay at the most. But then he tells me he loves me. I havent believed he loves me for the longest time. I know he did before though because before he treated me amazingly and showed me love. We were a strong couple.
I cannot take what he is doing to me. He hurts me too much, too often. I dont know what to do. I cannot emotionally handle to cut myself off from him. Even if we are broken up (we have broken up before for a short amount of time) he still treats me this way. I dont know what to do. I love him with all my heart and I need him but at the same time it hurts too much to continue with him. Whenever I try to leave him, I find myself coming back after a couple hours of crying. I dont know what to do anymore. Any suggestions? Please. Im stuck!