ok well im going to make this short pretty much because i dont want to talk about being sad anymore
im on 150 mg of welbutrin. the DR also said i need counseling AND to join a teen parent group asap. shes also quite concerned that aside from the depression im haveing panic attacks. so if this doesnt help (it will take 3 weeks to kick in) then shes going to switch me to lexapro for the depression and anxiety but she wants to try this first because its lower dosage and shed rather not have me become a complete zombie like lexapro does.
and
i got on BC femecon fe chewabill bc pill! yay! lol so no more babies for now.
and
travis took me to the mall today and bought be 2 new pairs of jeans

because he knew i was feeling upset about haveing to take medications.
im seriously worried about myself.
i am not ok
but i will be. because i got help