Have You Ever Think That Your Are God? Posted: 12-31-07 09:25am
Hi, Im 27 years old and I just got out of
a maniatic crisis level 1 were I have been
as inpatient in a hospital for 6 weeks
In my case I though that there were 2
dimension:
1 where everybody lives (3 dimensions)
2 where just some of us are abble to live
(4 dimensions)
at the same time I though that I was god
the son of GOD and everybody were god but
not everybody new it so my mision it was
to comunicate to the world through a book
distroying all the religious ideas until
now
My paranoia was to go looking for the
choosen ones between my familiars, friends
and workmates telling them that they where
god and telling them my ideas
the police with the mental people come to
my house and they found all my house
painted with messages to change the world
and they arrest me
I lost my friends, family and work and now
Im trying to recoverthem at the same time
that they become familiar with my illness
Have you ever think something like that?
have you ever think that you were god?
and if the rest of the humanity were wrong
? and they arrest and medicate to this 2%
of people (us) that have irreal ideas and
as we are minorythey put into prision our
mind in order not to disclose the secrets
of the humanity
it would be cool!! but my mediation say to
me that this is imposible
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puzzld
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Posted: 12-31-07 17:09pm
my brother thought that god wanted him to
kill our mother and that he was a
messenger from god. we found 30 pages he
wrote describing in detail what he thought
and how he was going to do it.
i'm bipolar also but i have not had
thoughts of being god or jesus. that
sounds like a hard job ete! it's not
totally unfamiliar to me though.
i hope you stay in therapy and help
yourself as much as possible. i'm sorry
you had to go away and you lost so much
but now you can learn from your experience
and hopefully move forward. take care!
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Flurries in the air
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Joined: 07 Nov 2007 Posts: 388 Location: Chicago
Posted: 12-31-07 17:18pm
no....i have never thought i was god.
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ktthefreak
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Joined: 31 Dec 2007 Posts: 29 Location: Oklahoma, OKC USA
Posted: 12-31-07 22:56pm
nope never gone as far as to think i was
god
that i am better than everybody, yes
but thats a typical manic thing to think,
right?
that you think you know some kind of truth
that nobody else in the world is allowed
to know or something.
thats not just me... right?! =)
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justme1207
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Joined: 15 Dec 2007 Posts: 19 Location: oshkosh, wi usa
Posted: 01-02-08 04:43am
Havent ever thought I was God. Usually
quite the opposite. When things overtake
me I feel lower than most, not higher than
all.
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designlady
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Posted: 01-10-08 13:02pm
i thought i was evil once when i was
really sick as an inpatient at a psych
ward because i thought the devil was
trying to tell me to do things, but then
just heard yelling at me and it drove me
crazy. i'd sit up and holler in my
hospital room for the voices to shut up
& the nurses would have to come calm
me. i thought the devil was calling me to
do bad things, but then i couldn't figure
out if it was the devil trying to deceive
me because he said he was God or if it was
God.
it was just psychosis, and a really bad
episode of it, at that! not had anything
like that happen again in years. my meds
were way off at that time. i have a new
doctor now and have been stable ever
since.
