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im so sorry for takeing up space ranting
but i need to REALLY BADLY

im BEYOND mad
the stupid stary dog that we are keeping here because she had puppies at our house just took a HORRIBLE poop on my EFFING PILLOW
i walked in my room and the smell was HORRIBLE
so i looked everywhere and couldnt find any poop so then yeah there it is on my damn bed
so then i start to take the sheets off and stuff and she also PEED on it everywhere
so now i have no where to sleep im too tired to shampoo the bed off. so i sprayed lysol and got all the crap and stuff out
threw the pillow and pillowcases away
tonight im going to sleep in the spare room. and im MAD ABOUT IT
how did the dog get upstairs?!!!! someone left the damn gate open.

so guess what happens next?! i dont even know
its a downward spiral into depression. im sad im mad im upset. i just want to fight with somebody. not physically fight. but just an argument. i dont know why.

i am so exausted i could throw up. but whenever i lay down i feel like im going to cry
so im here
awake asking for help
or someone to talk to
because i need it

i didnt want to be on meds or drugs for depression. i dont even wanna bring it up to my dr but i have to. i have to because kristen needs a mom that can function like a nornal person and not cry and get sad all the time.

my neck hurts and i think im getting a tension headache
either that or a migrane
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replied December 27th, 2007
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im talking to you on AIM..
but

i know how you feel.

You NEED to be seen..
its not about what YOU want anymore..
Its about what Krissy NEEDS.

and she NEEDS a happy mommy.

(and i NEED a happy Suzy Sad)

call the dr babe.

tomorrow.
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replied December 27th, 2007
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i will

i was hopeing this would go away
but its not
its getting worse Sad

is there an alternative to meds?
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Re: Omfg I Wanna Scream
the_girlfriend wrote:

i didnt want to be on meds or drugs for depression. i dont even wanna bring it up to my dr but i have to. i have to because kristen needs a mom that can function like a nornal person and not cry and get sad all the time.



hun thats y any good mommy takes medicine. none of us want to have to go tell the doc we are nuts but its for the best. im sorry i wasnt on last night Sad but im me if ur on now. i need to whine a lil too.
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replied December 27th, 2007
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You do need to tell your doctor, sometimes just telling someone else how you feel knowing that they arn't judging you helps. I went onto medication because i knew it was the best thing for mine and Mika's safety. At my worst point i was suicidal. I can remember packing all of Mika clothes and toys etc into bags and then when Dom came up and asked what i was doing i said 'I'm giving her to Charlie as an early birthday present', i was seriously screwed up but i know it wasn't my fault. I've heard that St johns wort can help too but i don't know how mild depression has to be for that
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replied December 27th, 2007
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Just talk to the doctor Suzy. Even if its not meds you need, but just someone to talk to, it's a good decision. There are a lot of things besides drugs, but you and your Dr can decide what's best for YOU. My midwife suggested i take B complex because it helps with easing depression if its mild. Also, Sunlight! Vitamin D from the sun can make a world of difference so get out there and go for a walk every day. Not only to you have the preggo hormonal issue, but its the holidays, its dark out longer, it's grey and cloudy (at least here). Hell, i am sorta depressed and i didn't just have a baby. You will get through this, but I really know exactly how you feel. Things you normally would have laughed off seem so monumental, and sometimes it just seems like its never going to end. Talk to asomeone medically. I assure you, you will feel better!

Hugs to you.
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replied December 27th, 2007
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my mom takes st johns wort and says it works for her.
and does my post read funny to anyone else?
i didnt mean ur not a good mommy if you dont take pills i ment thats the reason we take them. does that make sense? ugh i think my brain took a vacation today
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replied December 27th, 2007
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Suzy, I am here for you ANY time you need me. I've never been through everything that you have in the past month, but I've had an animal poop on my bed so I know what that's like.
ANY time.
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replied December 27th, 2007
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thanks everyone. im going to the drs soon
ill post when i get back
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replied December 27th, 2007
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Tell him everything Suzy- be up front

Good luck hun
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okie dokie well krissy PED appt is at 3 and after that im going to go to my obgyn
maybe i can do this without medication. if thats my only option though thats ok
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replied December 27th, 2007
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You always have options. You are the patient and the dioctor is your employee so to speak. He or she cannot MAKE you do anything. Good luck
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replied December 27th, 2007
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The after baby blues are hard, but normal. Talk to your Dr. and decide what's best for you. I have no problem admitting that I have depression issues, and have been on and off prozac pretty much forever. There is no shame in needing a little help right now, a new baby is tough, and hormones are AWFUL. <3
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