Long story short, my husband and I have been trying for 10 years this thurs. (also our anniversary

). Yes we've seen the doc and have pretty much given up hope at this point. We have never used birth control but for the last year we have actively avoided the fertile times. This cycle I decided maybe it would be fun to try for our anniversary. I am 9dpo and I have been feeling very different this month. Fatigue (more than usual), tender breasts (not usual for me), cramps for days now, I spotted from 3 days before ovulation to 3 days after (went to doc and she said not to worry nothing was wrong), sore throat, night sweats and bouts of crying (definetly not normal for me

). Is it even possible? Dare I test? I should own the HPT company by now as many as I purchased in the last ten years. Dare I try again?
Reelchilli