Jason decides to talk bills on christmas eve, and i messed up big time, they are all paid on time and everything but none are paid off, i havent save adime since hes been gone and now hes mad and he has every right to be mad. And i could have managed money a bit better and even saved money, brandy spent alot f her time over her, she never brought diapers over for he kids, she stayed overnight even for 2 weeks. So iwas buying food for 6 people, she basicaly used my diapers my wipes, my foood , my juice , she even borrowed my car when she lost her keys to drive all the way to regensburg so she ven used my gas and my phone to cal her mom and this guy zach racked up my phone bill, she was always on my internet so icant even talk to my husband on there, hell she even used my tampons she used nothing of her own. She said she would help with that phone bil she never did she ner helped out money wise, so when i could have ben saving miney i was spending more cuz of her. I know she used me , friends wlak all over me thats why i hate having friends isem to always get used all the time.
But evidently i suck at everything i cant manage money, i cant discipline my own kids according to jason otherwise jospeh wouldnt throw tantrums in stores, i even suck at having sex according to jason. I feel like my mom a disgusting fat blob who cant even pay bills right, jason just kinda put adowner on everything.
Sorry for rambling i dont have real life friends to talk to about this sorta stuff without hem spreadin rumors or something.