Hello to all,

I don't know anymore where my pains belong to. Most of the time I am very tired, sleepy with swollen face, chin, neck muscles and muscle beside the neck (on shoulder right). Most of the time have eyes and face pains. My look is totally different.
Since long time I am searching cause for dry:
Sinusitis maxillaries chr.cath. and
Rhinitis hypertr. et sicca anter. (My doctor told me, eye pains come from that rhinitis).
My Thyroid is too small since my birth (I know that since June 2005), but have diagnosis: Hypotireosis (since 1989) and take every day one Hormone, 75 mg. Doctor told me, that is not a cause. The cause is in neck muscles.
One Orthopaedist told me, I have some
Spondylarthrosis, but that is not the cause.
Other Orthopaedist gave me diagnosis:
Enthesopatia levator scapula. He said nothing about the cause.
ORL (ear, nose and throat) doctor told me, that I have atypical Trigeminal Neuralgia and all my pains (sinusitis and neuralgia) are from neck muscles.
Chiropractic told me, I have trigger points all around face, neck, head and shoulder. He did help for my spine, but not for neck muscles.
Psychiatrist (in the hospital, where I was because of 20 sleeping pills) told me, my pains are from neck muscles. I should make gymnastic. I must say, that massage and any moving of the muscles makes my pains worse.

In the summer I had four therapies by Bioenergetics (it helps me a bit) and he told me, all is from Hypophyse. I have asked my doctor to send me to Engocrinologist, but he sent me to make Head CT scan. There was something about lesion and calcinations on basic ganglions, but nothing about Hypophyse.
Lately he sent me to Neurologist. She told me, that all places on my head, face, neck and shoulder are painful and no Classic Medicine can help me. Traditional medicine yes, but that I have to pay. I have lost all since May 2001, when I have left my job because of terrible compression from the top of the head until eyes. There was no therapy, no more drugs that have helped me.
I don't know what to do? I am very tired from all that. All I want is to get asleep for ever!
Those pains started in the Secondary school. After some years I have found one doctor that helped me for five years. It was in abroad. When I came back pains, came back. So is since 30 years, but in last 7 years terrible!
Now, I don't know what to do? I am very tired from all! All I want is to get asleep for ever. From the simple reason there is no sign that anybody is going to help me. I don't understand, what is going on? What kind of disease is that at all?

Since summer 2006 I am writing all over: in German and English Forum’s. There is staff for one book. Maybe will be the book, if I don’t die?

Hope for some comment. Thank you in advance!

Estrela27