hey megan

im so sorry abuot this
why is he leaving? do you know?

sometimes life has a funny way of saying i told you so. sometimes you look back and say "oh thats why that happened"
im glad your not stuck in even a more horrible position (pregnant) right now because that would make things extremely hard for you

you know im here if you need me

Im sorry I was so horrable to you before! Ahh I just wish I could stop crying...and the a** called me at work so now im crying at the front desk while trying to greet people. *sigh* He didnt say why. I heard a girl in the background saying somthing about me being a bitc*. But I dont know if that means anything. I know we were having a problem with one of his cousins friends likeing him and trying to get him to leave me and stupid stuff.

I don't recall you being anything but friendly on these threads...anyway,,,

I AM SO SORRY!!!!!!! I know the feeling you are having. It feels like a giant hole in your gut. When that happened to me in the past, I felt like I was falling off a cliff. The worst was when I was engaged (prior to being married to my husband) and my then fiance announced to me, six weeks before our wedding, that he was gay. My whole world crumbled. My future was gone. I was terrified and shocked. It was a horrible, horrible feeling.

I hope you have family around to get you through this. PM me or others on here anytime.

***HUGS***

You know what else? I bet the reason you couldn't get pregnant had nothing to do with you. 40% of the time (or more) the problem is with the man.

I'm going to make a prediction right now:

In the (not too far) future, when you meet your REAL soulmate, and get married, and ttc, you will get pregnant right away.

Thank you! i do have a wounderful family to help me. I love his family so much and I hope this dosnt ruen things between us. Jarad and I were friends befor and he was my BEST friend. I just dont understand, I just dont know... I'm going after work to talk to him, I hope we can figure things out! I will up date you all tuesday!

You are so sweet to me! I think you may be right! I'm not in any real hurry to be with anyone els at the momment and I dont think I even know how to date anymore. But I heart all of you on here and I'm so glade I got to "meet' you guys! I think I will just stick to living for me and keep my horse thing going. And I will try to keep up with you guys on here so you always know where Im at!

she was defensive but then again so was i the first time i came on these boards. megan your a typical teenage girl. we get mad when we hear things we dont want to hear becuse we always think we are right. but thats ok because it takes a prety big person to come on here and admit they were acting childish and say sorry for it. i know how you feel honey
its so hard
i cant imajine being with someone for SO long. im sorry that hes doing this
screw it
your better than that

Oh honey, that's awful! I'm so sorry, what a horrible thing to have happen, especially right before the holidays.

I've been there. When my daughter's father left me I really thought my whole world was going to fall apart. You know how every time you think of him you just want to throw up it hurts so bad? I remember that, vividly.

Fortunately, it fades. It takes time and your angry, and devastated and beyond miserable, but it fades. You'll be fine, you're a strong woman and I'm sure the right man will see you (and how wonderful you really are) when you're ready for him. I'm sure right now that is absolutely no consollation, but it's true.

I hope you take some time to really feel this break up, work through it and get over it. You don't deserve to have someone treat you this way.

Take care of yourself and know people are thinking of you and wishing you the best.

i'm so sorry

Thanks guys! i went over to his aunts to talk to him after work and he was upstairs in beb with another girl. Im so mad I cant see straight. He said he wants to talk thing over and make sure we cant be together, but if thats what he wants WHY did sleep with somone els?

I'm so sorry. You deserve SO much better. Even though it hurts now you will be so much better off in the long run.

OMG! Did you walk in on them or did his aunt tell you about it? And then how long after that encounter did he say he wanted to talk things over with you???

Did you know the girl? I would've strangled him!

Whats so messed up is that I was down stairs talking to his aunt and cousin about everything and then I went up stares (in that time no one had told me Danyell was there or that they were up there) I walked in on them. I was so pissed I felt like throughing up.

I said well I guess your a fast mover...we havent even signed divorce papers yet. (the whole time bawling) and Danyall was saying that she was sorry and that she didnt know we were really married she thought that his family was just playing with her. (She just became friends with on of his cousins, we had only meet her once before)

I hit her when she tried to walk up to me and i hit him when he tried to keep me from going down the stairs.... so i did get them both back. He said he wanted to talk AFTER i caught him.

He is now back at home with me and we arent talking so much yet. im NEVER going to his aunts house again. To me that was SO disrespectful! ahh

Well tty all later!

♥Megan

Wasn't your husband even more disrespectful? I hope he's claiming temporary insanity.

O.o yes he deff. was! No no not insanity, hes claiming it was okay because we were "Broken up"...so the H.e.l.l. what we are still married! AhH he errks me. Any ways we are getting along a bit better! Thank god but its going to take me a long time to trust him again!

♥Megan

Tell him you are going to sleep with someone just to even things up.

(I realize that's immature, but oh well, lol!)

Lol. He would die! But o-well right? I couldnt actually do it thought. I could scare him by saying it though...Lol. (muahaha)

♥Megan

rofl!

So are you going to stay with him and work things out or dump him?