i dont want to sound all ''woe me'' but gosh do i want to go to sleep and never wake up. I feel my life is out of hand and everyone is against me and i'm not sayin this because it sounds exaggerated, it just is.

I was in love jus over half a year ago but broke it off because i found evidence that he hadn't been faithful. This was a complete brake of trust and i'm still heart broken. I say i've moved on, and i'm with a new person now, but its only arguemnts and tears. I believe i love him, yet i wonder was it only because he was there wen i was heart broken? he says he loves me and he does so much for me yet i cant let myself lose him or get connected to him.

My dad left my mum before i can remember. I never see him now.

My mum hates my bf. I can not come hm from a night out without her screaming at him, insultin me, insulting him...she snaped my fone one time, chucked me out the house, lashed out...I dont want to go hm, there is no love there.

I'm not doin well from school. I used to be really studious n get the grades but naw i'm dragin me along n bareli scrapin the grades i need to pass. i'm gettin my uni offers but what do they mean?

I cry most days, the slightest things can set me off.

I cut my self wen i'm upset. Everythin makes me so so numb i hav a need to feel and the pain can stop the cryin and make me focus on the pain. My arm is scared.

I am spendin money i dont have. I just spent £200 on mybf for xmas, too much, but he says hes spent more n i feel so kicked down.

I feel like a loner. I dont feel i hav anyone to speak to. Its either my bf or no one and i cant turn to him every time.

I dont have any one and i feel like a mistake to everyone else. I jus dont want to be here anymore