i just turned 14 lik 12 days ago and r reli depressed and fel lik ders no 1 2 turn 2 at da b ginin of last year all of ma friends started fighting and den most of dem moved away just as i started to make new friends ma brother gt rushd off 2 hospital and operated on cuz he had septasema(dnt no hw 2 spel it but its a blood infection) a few days afta he cam hm my mum had a stroke and den she waz in hospital dey figured owt it waz becuz of an anrinism(anotha word i cant spel) in hur nek dat explodin causein da stroke but she also had anuda 1 der which cod go off at n e tim and if it exploded she wod die 2 days l8a (da 5th of june 2006)(10 days afta hur 38th birthday which she spent in hospital) i gt woken up at bwt 4 in da mornin bi ma grandma and she told me dat mum had died wat made dis dae evn worse waz dat that day is also ma grans bday. me and ma mum were da best of friends doin evri fin 2 getha den l8a dat yr in novemba ma dad waz in hospital b cuz of a bowel problem im not dat close to him but still i have 2 be as close as pos. he get al angry at me wen hus GF isnt her and takes evri lil fin owt on me and den wen she is here i dnt evn exist lik me and hur were sitin on da hand railin of da deck he cums owt he cums owt and tells hur 2 gt of she mite fall and die and den pulls hur of but doesnt evn ask me to hop of or warn me of da danger. and now at skool agen all ma new friends hav started 2 fite and my best friend has moved half way acros da countrie i fel lik dis is al gona repeat its self dats not da onli fing people at skool cal me pizza face becuz i have bad acne and emo becuz im not usualy hapi and i listen to my chemical romance, i tri jus to push it all away while at skoll cuz al ma friends cum to me 4 help and i listen to dem complain bwt der probs which r jus small fins lik oh dat dude jus insulted ma hair colour and dat gt me reli anoyd cuz der reli stressed bwt sumfin dat lil man dey hav gt no idea wats goin on in ma head b cuz dey neva ask me wats wrong dey jus presum ive gt a perfect lil life
can sum1 plz help or jus b der 4 me 2 talk to i fel all alone