Good evening Violet children, As i have
traveled through the realms of vast
conciousness... it is hard to say what
condition has befallen upon yous...
I too am considered a manic skitso, and
what makes it worst i disagree with the
doctors all the time, in front of their
faces... i know in truth who and what i
am, its just my body comming in terms with
it, but as family and friends realize my
characteristics being abnormal, they force
me to be on the medications... but i keep
it fair and accepted the druged trial.....
I got to sacrfice some time for my waking
up from the real world of delusion....
But you need to understand, the human mind
was created with limits, but as the limits
are cracked open, a new dimension of
experiance will befall upon you. There are
many ways to crack the mind, the worst
ways are depression, drugs and lostness
within the world... the mind retaliates in
search of higher reasons of existing...
but than again this is what i have came in
terms with.
As the pot came to boil, it needs its time
to heal and cool off, if onece thrown into
a river of ice, the pot will sure crack...
For those who fall manic, i warn you with
my opinion, there is light at the end of
the tunnel, which is called material
reality... not death as that is a whole
new topic.... Who are you? Where do you
come from? Why are you here? Is there a
higher purpose? Or is there no purpose at
all....
I reccomend a path of search is needed,
investigate, dont be sheep to the
professionals, you have the right to
defend yourself and yet endure the trial
of chaos.. to become better human
beings..... ask your self these questions,
and if truly you wish to understand why
you crack... the word will fall into your
mind.... "Premature Kundalini" which i
warn if you venture to that realm....
People are only meant to comprehend to
that which will allow them to survive, but
who am i to argue with nature who effects
the violet children for their experiances
of chaos.....
I do reccomend taking taking the meds to
see where they go, but not for a too long
of a period, only untill you know you got
the hang of it.... the wiser mind will
understand.....
what path in your concious evaluation will
you choose? In fear? In violence? In
death? Or a pioneer..... for a start that
reaches towards infinity...
peace out seekers.
I would like to hear the stories of what
kinds of experiances you people have gone
through....
