I was injected with haldol 200 mg depot
and I feel like i'm about to die all the
time because of how my body changed, I
became fat and ugly after the medication
was injected, with tities and all being a
man, i've been doing a lot of research and
phsychiatric drugs are definetely going to
leave permanent damage to my body and
brain now..
A major tranqulizer sucha as haldol in
that dose represents a lobotomy to the
brain, it was exactly as if they had
opened my head up withouth actually doing
it, the symptoms and damage are the
same.
At different levels it happens with all
medications, damage and more
damage............. Phsychiatry should be
stopped somehow!
And noone is mentally ill, is just how
society (it could be just your family)
thinks about you and your actions, or
other ways but there isn't a mental
desease such as schizophrenia or bipolar,
you name it, they just are not real,
mental imbalances do not exist in the
first place so taking medications should
be unreal.
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SEAN123
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 11 Jan 2007 Posts: 3 Location: ENGLAND
Posted: 01-11-07 18:21pm
I have been on anti-psychotics for 24
years. I have been on dipixol,
olanzapine, clozaril and risperadal. The
effects of these meds was for me to have
no enthusiasm for life. I would drag
myself out of bed and just somehow get
through the day.
I consider that these strong meds have
taken 20 years out of my life. I have
spent hours just lying on my bed just
contemplating the ceiling - because of the
drugs not the schizophrenia.
For the past couple of years I was put on
risperadol - I find that this is far less
severe than the other drugs, and having
been on this I was able to have my life
back.
Unfortunately recently I took myself off
all meds (unwisely). I was told that I
had to go back to the dipixol depot
injections by my psychiatrist or he would
put in the mental hospital. I refused.
So he committed me under section 3 of the
mental health act - hospitalizing me.
Now I am back on the dipixol.
I had my injection last week. I have
been in bed most of the time for the last
five days with no real interest in life.
My main thought is how I can get off this
drug which is wrecking my life.
if I need meds then I would choose the
resperidone. Surely I have some say as
to what drugs are put into my own body.
