Okay well I apologize in advance because I didn't know where else to post this and I also apologize because this is probably going to sound really confusing and I tend to ramble on...
I'm just very... confused lately. I'm almost 15 and I know all this hormone imbalance or whatever kind of stuff but I think I have some kind of problem. I seem to always be just angry. Angry at every for jsut a tiny little thing they do. My mom will call and ask how my day was and I get pissed off. My dad will come in and say "Hi" and I ignore him or start a fight. It's like me and my parents are constantly fighting and it's always my fault like I can't be "mushy" with them. Yet again, they are always fighting and putting me in the middle of it, soon their getting a seperation or whatever thank the the Lord.
I hate the way I look, hate the way I am and I can't stand the thought of others being able to see me. I can't look people in the eye and I've found something wrong with almost every inch of me.
Within an hour I can go from screaming at someone and telling them I don't want to talk to them, to crying and apologizing for being a horrible person, to being so hyper I can't stop laughing. It's driving insane because I know what I'm doing but I can't stop. It's like I'm 500 different people and trying to explain it makes me even more confused. I mean is it really normal to go from laying on my bed thinking about dying to running around the house dancing? I feel like a pyscho.

Oh yes and I've been to the doctor who said "It doesn't take rocket science to figure out your depressed"
But obviously she was wrong and I didn't go back. My mom also took my to a therapist who said it might be bipolar, but I seriously doubt that.

Sorry again... I'd be surprised if anyone read that and actually understood it.