I'm Fighting to Stay Alive. Posted: 12-10-07 21:36pm
I've been diagnosed as bulimic. Less then
a week ago. When they told me that
because of a direct effect of bulimia I
have heart arrythmia, torn heart tissue,
and my heart was so weak I could have a
heart attack anytime. But, we can't
afford treatment. Today is one of my
worst days. But, at the same time a
really good day because I stayed strong.
Today I have,
Passed out,
Been so weak to walk,
Slept 9hours out of the 13 and 1/2 I've
been up.
Puked stomach acid up,
Chest hurt to the extreme (but it always
does),
and when I passed out I could barely
breath.
But, I'm hurting so bad I think I'm going
to go to bed now.
I'm scared I won't wake up.
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gerlschaf
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Dec 2007 Posts: 17
Posted: 12-11-07 21:24pm
Please, please use whatever energy you
have to get help. Ask the doctor who
diagnosed you for a referral to a county
mental health program. The feds give
money to most counties to help people out
who can't afford it. Also, google for
eating disorder support groups in your
area. You may find a lot of help there.
Even if it's for anorectics, not
specifically bulimics, the mental issues
leading up to it are the same.
Hang in there, don't give up!
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Candice W.
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 21 Dec 2007 Posts: 2
Posted: 12-21-07 13:09pm
I went to health therapy through a North
Key program. Try them.
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callisto107
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 09 Jan 2008 Posts: 10
Please Don´t Do It Posted: 01-11-08 14:06pm
Please don´t do it anymore...face your
demons, you can make friends with them and
compromise. I did it and I m getting
better. I m anorexic and I can´t just
stop thinking about food and how to avoid
it. But I m not going to loose this
battle. And u can´t give up. Fight
yourself. I began almost 2 years ago to
practice kickboxing and I m a blue belt
now. If I don´t eat I wont be able to
hang on to my belt and keep on training
for the next one. Beat yourself up, it
hurts but it will keep u awake. Don´t
loose this battle against you.
