Allright well this is a little hard to say, but ive been jerkin and smoking weed for 3 years stright now. Unexpectedly i lost my fire. I am a queer now and i can't fiqure out why. I stoped jerkin to once a week and smoke marijuana every other day yet i am still talkin like a girl and look like one too. I am 16 years old and in need of some good advice before i jump in front of a bus. THis is a serious issue for me and my final question is. Did i let it flow to long where i will never get my fire or did i not wait long enough.