Well she hasn't showed yet.......but I tested and I got a BFN

So now it is just a waiting game. I have a feeling that she will show now because I tested.
This is becoming torturous....lol I get so excited to test but then I am afraid because of the huge possibility that it is neg...then I get a BFN and I am sad but then thinking well maybe I tested too soon. Man it is so frustrating!!!
I really do hope that we all can get our bfp's and finally join all the women in the pregnancy forum:)
Heather........when are you expecting af?