I went to the doctor today for my depression because I just couldn't deal with it anymore. I started thinking about death and I kept seeing images of really gross scary things whenever i'd close my eyes. Example: last night when I layed down to go to bed, I closed my eyes and I saw a trashcan full of ice skates and on the blade part of the skates there were bloody chunks of hair and scalp. Like someone had jabbed all the ice skates into someones head. Now isn't that pretty messed up?? So I went to the doctor and told him how I was feeling. I also haven't been able to sleep at night for the past few weeks. It takes me 2 1/2 - 3 hours to fall asleep, and then once I finally get to sleep, I wake up a bunch of times during the night. So I finally got on some anti-depressants. He put me on zoloft. Now that brings me to a question, but i'm going to list all my questions at the end, because I have a lot.
This is kinda gross, but yesterday this kinda stringy blood tinged stuff started coming out. It was kinda like how it was when I lost my mucus plug when I was pregnant. It's like mostly clear, but it has a little bit of blood in it too. Then, today when I got back from the doctor's office, I had to pee and when I went into the bathroom I noticed I had like a rusty colored blood in my panties. I haven't had any cramps at all or anything to indicate to me that it's my period. Could something be wrong with me? Or is that how your period is after a baby? It's like super super super super light if it is. It's like not even there basically. It's like I don't even have to wear anything for it.
So here are my questions:
will zoloft effect my birth control pills?
Is it ok to wear tampons again this soon after having ethan?
Do you think that stuff is actually my period?
Is it ok to take sleeping pills with anti-depressants? And would they effect my birth contorl at all?
Blu