My dad is back in the hospital again and it dosnt look good. He has serosis (sp) of the liver, hep. C (which is active) and cancer which looks to be spreading. We have known he will die from these complications for a while now but it just hit hard that he may not be comming out of the hospital this time. I wont have all the details until tomorrow. So I'm 36 weeks pregnant and I hope my daughter will make her enterence soon so my dad can meet her before God takes him away. I live in Nevada and my dad lives in California, I'm not supposed to travel but I'm going down tomorrow anyways to see him, (its only a 2 1/2-3 hour drive). I hope I have the stregth to get through this and bring my daughter into this world at the same time. To give life and to lose a life, seems crazy to me and I'm overwhelmed but I have a lot of faith and hope. Just thought I'd share my feelings, it helps to disscuss this time in my life, thankyou for listening.