I just have this fear that I am for some reason! I think I'm stupid, and i shrug it off all the time, but then I'll be doing something and the thought will just pop in my head again! I don't know why I think that I am. I really just don' want to be pregnant! And please don't tell me not to have sex because I don't have sex anymore. Here's the real deal. Me and my ex (he wasn't my ex at the time), were fooling around and he wanted to have sex, but I didn't. I kept telling him no, but he kept trying to have sex with me and so he was inside of me for like 30 seconds and I finally was able to push him off of me and leave. So, I'm on birth control, and any other time I wouldn't worry about it, but I was a day late starting my pill pack two days before the incident. So, I'm really scared that I ovulated due to that and that I've gotten pregnant. I know you guys think I'm crazy, but it's really upsetting me!! I'm only 18 AM NOT ready for a baby, and that's why I'm not having sex anymore!