It doesn't matter how long. it doesn't
matter how the kid's will feel, they are
all grown. The medicine doesn't work. I
am using three and added a fourth last
week.
Like just about every one else out there
how do you explain depression?
When the pain gets so bad that you are
ready to end your life. When you
We have been married 33 years but there
has not been anything physical for 16
years.
I am not anything that will make it in GQ,
But I am not an ugly door mat either. I
am a kind person. I am tired of giving.
I know it know it is wrong, but all I have
done is right.
My chest hurts my legs are heavy and I
have no one to talk to. I am ready to
drive to the bridge and find out what is
on the other side or if I just am going to
be fertilizer for trees
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kymm
New User, Becoming EHEALTHy
Joined: 02 Dec 2007 Posts: 38 Location: AR,
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I Know Posted: 12-03-07 14:17pm
I't doesn't matter that your kid's are
grown. My oldest is almost 20 with a baby.
It effect's everyone around you. You may
not think there is anything left to live
for, but there is. I was so misserable in
my marriage cause of drinking, abuse, and
cheating. I was about as depressed as one
can get. Then I woke up filed for divorce.
I loved him , but I knew for myself I
couldn't live like this anymore and I also
had a grandbaby to think of. Two day's
after he was served with paper's he drove
in the yard, and shot himself infront of
my and his daughter. You will never know
the pain, sencelesness that his death had
over us. My daughter is still in
counceling and will be for along time. It
hurt's the whole family and your loved
one's that are left here. Please talk to
someone and seek some help. You say you
have no one to talk to I'm here . I don't
have the answers, but I can listen. You
are a person that's in a bad situation and
your scared. Please get ahold of me if you
want to talk.
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Mike East Texas
Experienced User , Rather EHEALTHy
Joined: 15 Nov 2007 Posts: 118 Location: Conroe, TX Montgomery
Posted: 12-15-07 21:43pm
It's not just depression. But, a hole lot
of crap has been comming down on me. I was
able to make, day by day. Now, I don't
know if I have anything to hang on to.
Like me, if you can find anything to hold
on to. Find something you are proud of. If
you do your job really well. Find anything
that gives you a feeling of self worth,
and you can go a few days more. The more
days you go the better chance you can get
through this.
I really hope you find it. I am in the
same battle. What is keeping me here is
slipping away. Reach out an find anything.
It could be a grandchild, a good friend,
your hobby. Almost anything will work.
Everything I find slips through my hands.
You might me luckier.
