Believe it or not, most depression starts at home. Normally familys that don't get along wih the parents or broken homes, siblings that can't stand each other. It is a shame it really is. I know it make some of us not even want to go home sometimes.
The home is supposed to be a safe place. Instead it has turned into to a hourse of horror.
I am with you on this one. I had to move out of my mom and sister's house just to keep my sanity. With that and drugs, I now stuggle like you to keep my postivie thoughts going.
It's very hard to be in a place where you feel you are stranded and nothing but fighting going on. It is one heck of a situation to be in. And you poor thing, at you age it is even worse. Where can you go? No where. So the only thing you can do is try and let things slide off you shoulders, get some help that will get you though this.
We now live in the days where the family is really not a family anymore with most of the time both parents working and tired when they get home. Lot's of school work to contend with and just all around life. We live in a very busy world and sometimes it feels we just are never going to catch up with it.
Get some help and meds if that is what you need so you can feel better and get yourself through this monster.
In My Thoughts,
Carrie
