Wow, sounds really tough! I have a very similar past such as what your experiencing now. I was an Prozac a couple years. I thought it was great, but my family and friends said I was very blank. When I thought about it...I was. I was not sad or depressed at all, but I was not happy or even really had any emotion either. My migrains subsided, I did'nt puke so much, but I hardley ever sleept. I drink alot and you can NOT drink when on Prozac. Talk about volitol. I was loosing my family at the time, my husband of 10 years became a meth. addict and was sleeping with some trashy woman. God it was horrible. But I was still puking and fasting and drinking. I was a incredibly' mess. When I took my daughter and split, I just could do nothing but drink. I lost seriously 43 pounds in about 2 months. Wt was 105. Never been that thin. I self destructed. My poor daughter was with me and I hate myself for letting her see me deteriorate like that...teribble.
I'm sorry I sooo go on about myself, I just can relate to you so much with this and it's something I dont talk about. Thank you!
But with the Prozac, I just know that if you come off it cold turkey, you will have crappy withdrawels. Dont drink. And dont take it if you become suicidal!!! Love Ya.