I've been on my pills for a long time now, without them I hallucinate(maybe) and hear things(maybe), the whole lot of the schizophrenic spectrum, it sucks without them, however, a new sickening problem has arisen. My brain is beginning to swell, so much that it is painful and I have trouble doing things. My psychiatrist is apparently not obligated or maybe not even aloud to be honest with me about what my pills are doing and could do to me, basically they made me sick and he can't help me with it, he says "maybe you should go to a doctor", as I think "the pills are making my brain swell". I know that I should keep taking them but it would help alot if this anusface was honest with me about what they are doing. I know that if I go to the doctor they won't be able to help, what could they do when the medication I have to take is what's making me sick, and I know that they know about the pills and what they do to your health sometimes.

Ya know, sometimes, life isn't worth it and it should end, if it gets so painful what is the point of continuing it.

P.S. If you ever meet a schizophrenic that acts weird, It has alot to do with the bad things that the pills are doing to their brain and not the illness.

P.P.S. I want revenge.