hi people. i just wrote this huge post, and messed something up, so i have to write a new one. lol
i won't. well, i don't know, i'd like to talk to some of you, but i'll just read the posts, i guess.
i am feeling quite ok, but i have stopped taking medications in spite the doctors wishes. i had gained a lot of weight, but since i stopped taking medications, i lost most of it. that solely made me happy, and peaceful. i can finally breathe now.
but i feel i' ve made the wrong choice, somehow. or is it the conscience? i don't know. well will see. plus i don't know much about schizophrenia, about its development, but i know it does come back, i mean, it will "hit" me again, right?
so, now i am moving on, sort of, slowly, i don't admit this, but actually waiting for it to arise again.
bye, everyone, and take care!