Hi to all, The last few years has seemed to be just full of losses of my loved ones, I keep going, try to be positive and try not to question why anymore. Im a 36 yr old mother of 4 healthy children, 2 boys, ages 19 & 16, 2 girls 11&2. My current husband and I decided we wanted to have a child together. I soon got pregnant but I lost our baby. I had no signs or symptoms at all. My husband and I heard our babys heartbeat at my 10 week check up, it was so beautiful,my husband and I were so happy and excited. We then went for my 14 week check up, but this time the dr could not get a heartbeat, he did then do a ultrasound. he came back with the devastating news, our baby had died at 10 weeks 3 days. He performed a D&C, the next day. We both grieved our loss and deceided to try again, in early nov 2006, to our joy, we found out I was pregnant . Again, with no signs, symptoms, the same thing happened, but it was different, I was16 along and having a d&c done would be to dangerous so, I was induced and had to go through labor and delivery. That was a hard thing to do, knowing my baby would not be alive. Our baby boy, Brandon Matthew was born on FEB. 27 2007 @ 1:10 pm, weighing only 2 ozs. We held our baby boy and said our good byes and kisses to our angel. The hospital gave us his tiny footprints, his crib card, recognize of life certificate and a few beautiful picture of him. He was fully formed and looked like a angel. Now I am currently pregnant, 14 weeks along, everything looks good so far, but I am an emotional wreck., im terrified this will happen again and the pain of all my losses still hurts, im trying to stay positive but sometimes its just so hard to even think about another loss. Thank-you all for taking the time to read this and if you have any advice or storys of your own to share, please do!
Dawn