Hey ladies! I haven't been on much the
past few nights because I've been so
stressed out and then yesterday my mom
disconnected the internet because my
little brothers don't know how to behave!!
I had to work on Black Friday...and that
alone was stressful enough! I had the
worst customers ever, just wanted to slap
them across their rude faces!! They even
pulled me off my break because one
customer said I already started her
transaction and she wanted me to finish
it...and she was so annoying.
On top of that, as soon as I got picked up
from work, I was getting yelled at by my
stepfather about how Thomas went out and
spent like $300 on nothing yesterday!! And
I had absolutely no idea he was going to
do that, but of course I'm the one getting
the lecture. I just don't know what to do
lately! Thomas has been living at my house
for the past 2 months because his parents
basically kicked him out....for heck's
sake...he's 27!!! But he has it in his
head that no apartment will take him
because of his horrible credit and he has
no furniture....blah blah blah blah!!
I love him...I really do, but he's 27 and
I want him in his own apartment! I would
move in with him but I'm not going to be
working for quite some time once Dante is
here, so I think it'd be better for me to
stay here rather than not being able to
help him out any. It's just so
frusterating because I feel like I'm the
middle person.
And of course, I feel horrible and have
felt horrible since Thanksgiving night! I
don't know what's going on with me. I keep
feeling sick to my stomach and my lower
back has been killing me! The past 2
nights have been like the worst sleep ever
because I keep waking up. My mom and some
lady at work mentioned I might be having
back labor..but it doesn't hurt. It's just
really annoying! Nothing I do will make it
go away! And I've been getting BH
contractions too, but they're not painful
or regular...so I'm just stuck here
feeling like this.
Anyway, thanks for listening to my vent
girls!
Cheer me up!
